You take a breathe !

You steady yourself !

You get up !

You have something to eat and drink !

You plan your day !

Ellarya remembered WHY ?

How come She endured all of this !

The word lost , as was the Voices no longer heard , or the music they made! The lost Songs that no longer had any meaning!

Ellarya went back to basics , and found her Classics and re – built her inner strength!

She returned to her pond !

She saw the Red Topped Spotted Mushroom and the Green , Purple and Blue ones that also now scattered around !

The anamules scurried around and She looked and saw the fleeting shadow of Tristan !

She smiled as She remembered his smile , his wink and how he helped her with all her children !

How he took guard and stood guard !She had always known he was more : Head of her Guard , her Lord General and King of the Gargoyles!

She flew up as her Butterflairy self and sat !

Within the leaves and outline of the Butterflairy Tree, its Rainbow trunk glowed and the leaves , shone!

Within each leaf was a lantern light that shone!

Ellarya found her inner light and shone!

She remembered how She got up took that first flight , and forged her path ahead !

She remembered the outstanding debt that was owed !

Survival was more than just getting up !

She flew down , having gathered her strength and shone !

Survival started with return home!

The Butteflairy tree held the light of life and its rings held its stories and glowed !

Ellarya flew up and up and shone , her inner light shone !

No one was going to take that from her !

Survival was more than underway !

She needed to get the Christ Sword , Tristan had it and Ellarya was going to get it !