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125.Giovanni and his Killer Vibes

Mar 5th, 2026

Hello Ellarya,

So, you called me ?

Well , here I am.

I am staying with Stefano, you remember we are family.

It is early morning here, I have the same mindset, as , I always have about ” US”!

Do you know , you and Tristan woke him up also?

It seems Stefano is UPSET.

Araswati is upset. (this pleases me immensely, you have by now recognized that , I have deliberately tried to CRUSH you ,squeeze you financially , break her and finally , this Century: break YOU ).

You understand : who and what she is ? Correct ?

The Celestial 7 are really mad at me.

The Diablo 7 are delighted.

The Khurghan- Ma is a powerful entity. I wanted her power and I was absolutely prepared to KILL her to get it ? I don’t really care anymore about her or anything to do with her and She hates me, you know. She was always full of such hate. I know who set her up (all those years ago )to be HURT. I went to her and stayed with her ! I kept vigil. I had hoped ! I hoped She would see , love and turn to me. She made me bleed out too, such hurt. It changed us all. Stefano blamed himself ! ( so , he should!) I blame him too!

Shame. I wish, I could undo what , I have done! I trashed Stefano’s place and he wants me gone! My other wife: Dyandra, She cries all the time and is very upset, too. I have enough children with her , in the real realm. I will leave all of our children , in your care and good hands. You see , that’s probably for the best.

I will of course, take care of YRA and my children with her ! I won’t abandon her like that.

YOU on the other hand, lost our SON! I will never forgive you for that!

Dyandra puts up with the love , I have for my ‘other ‘ partners ! I am not sure why She does. I guess she doesn’t want to be embarrassed that , I loved my cousin’s partner , our whole marriage, Yra.

As for YOU, You know damn well, what ” WE ” are!

You do not count , the same way.

Dyandra will put up with everything , I need her for the other realm, to be a ” proper” family!

You know Elle, my hearts have changed. This is my faith and my religion and I will follow what has been asked of me by the Diablo 7 to prove myself.

Yes, I tried to KILL her, the Khurghan. I trashed the THRC also. Our dButterflairy Tree is fine. Everything is preserved as , I want it to be.

I have actually done alot of horrible things: taking the money from Stefano to help you and Yra and hoping you would fall, fail , in some way.

I have to admit, that , your resilience is something else. WE all thought you would give up and fail.

We wanted to see you FALL!

I have done really horrible things to YOU, I do not care, there will be more to come. No one will believe you! No one!

Before I trashed Stefano’s place, I went around , having a good old look around. Do you know, the Hessian Carpet , tried to rear up and drown me? He must have put a protective , guardian spell with WARDS , in place. I am his family, we share blood . I can get past those WARDS.

Stefano will not be too anguished when the Kurghan , finally passes over. She will go down this time. As you know, he had that torid affair in ” Strawberry Fields”.

I managed to skip the swirl that would have taken me down and drowned me. I found years of yours and his correspondence. I wonder why he kept it ? It would hurt Araswasti would it not ? I never fully realized the extent of your ” affair ” with him. It is clear , you loved him! I HATE THAT! I have tried to live with that knowledge, as , we discussed. I don’t care that I left you alone and ignored you, YOU ARE MY WIFE , always! First and Foremost and it doesn’t matter the space or time or place. I will NEVER let you forget that fact. Not EVER!

Don’t give me that CRAP , about your MOMs and promising to help and stand by him ? Why would you ? When you had me ?

I looked at everything. YOU know he had it locked up safely, I broke that lock and his protective spell and read EVERYTHING!

He said , he kept them as a reminder , that friends can turn on YOU. I mean never mind: we took your possessions, your business, left you penniless and virtually homeless with children to take care of…….

I always knew , you would manage and come through for them all. Yra and all ‘our children’ are lucky to have you.

Fool that you are, you continued to try to befriend and ” help” that Krughan. Do you know we plotted together , how to hurt you. The constant daily insults. Working you into the ground ! To Survive with less than nothing and take everything from YOU.

My philanthropy businesses are just fronts. They have truly other ” hidden” purposes.

I really loved reading it all ,Elle. I gained great insight into YOU!

Now , it is early here and I was woken up by the on goings of the Vibes by you and Tristan and I don’t like being disturbed.

I won’t ever let you go! You know that don’t you!

Heston will NOT be able to protect you from me.

He won’t be able to take you away from me or break our bonds .

WE have children together. I may not be around , but I will always watch YOU and you had better make sure they are alright.

I have a very specific message for you: Do NOT EVER contact Stefano again. Jade is my daughter : mine! All the children are mine.

You will see me soon enough.

Don’t you forget , what , I have told you.

See you soon.

I have not changed my MIND about YOU, in the least.

Love YOU, ALWAYS,

Gio.
117.I HATE YOU !

Sep 12th, 2025

I hate you !

I hate you !

I hope every cell in your body feels like it’s on fire !

I hope you swell up and drown in your own stinking bodily fluids.

I hope your sour slug like persona bleeds outright !

“What else “?, Heston said !

“Come on , MY Darling if you don’t hate enough we won’t break through the to the Descent Chamber !

Try something stronger !

It must open a GATE, the pathway, THE PATHWAY to HELL, to blister and stain your eternal SOUL and BEAT THEM ALL , with PURE HATE!

GOSH, ELLE thought, this is really , just bloody AWFUL. AWFUL. This is what she had to do to WIN? GOSH, Gilly , Gosh, Gosh , GOSH! What happened to Rainbows and WHITE UNICORNS, Sweets and Lollipop land IT. THIS was AWFUL! Truly AWFUL. She wanted her MOM! She wanted to go HOME. She wanted to just be at work with the kids and GIO! WOW, She thought, where the HELL did that come from.

THERE IT WAS! GIOVANNI!

Elle squirmed ! She actually hated this ! She didn’t like saying it !

She didn’t wish anyone ill anything but it sure made her mad , how she was betrayed !

She thought long and hard !

She remembered dTHRC, and WHERE the HELL, was he now? OFF with that over family of his. They had not been in contact in decades , it seemed. Their Children all much bigger now. Jade and Jaida all up and grown and living life. Sapphra off in her own little worlds. Their SONS. And She started to CRY. She remembered him, literally burying her ALIVE , with his GRIEF!

Where was he now? He had been so ill. Gosh, Gosh, GOSH, Damn that idiot , stupid man. And She missed him, always her best friend. She really at that moment with everything she was , She just MISSED HIM.For a fraction of less then a “nanosecond” and that vibration went out.IT went out far and wide. It went out to find its source.

Oh Noooo!

Kill HIM! Yes, She could KILL HIM, All that CRAP HE PUT HER THROUGH! She wouldn’t dare. Still the father of her children.

She cringed inwardly , unless , I feel it , she knew it would not work !

Elle came back to herself, in the present, what was HESTON yelling at her. Oh YEAH, they were on this trip for the Celestial 7 to invade HELL and steal back the CHRIST possessions. WOW, how the HELL, DID THEY ASSIGN HER THIS ? With HIM? Only for Jesus , SHE THOUGHT, HE DIED FOR OUR SINS. WOULD SHE KILL FOR HIM?

ON GOING CHRISTIAN WARS? of a VERY DIFFERNT KIND. the Fight for Christendom that is on going for this very day.

Anamules and beings , Flairies of all descriptions – BLUE, GREEN, Purple or otherwise. All needed the same things: all the elements. WHY?

Like a thousands notes and chords and in SONG, She heard the Hallelujah Chorus by Handel and She felt elated. She had a magical assignment. She had to see it through.

Now, where was SHE and what was the next STEP?

OH YEAH, She gets to PLAY with HESTON. Fabulous. Gio would have to wait, until SHE COULD GO AND FIND HIM, HERSELF, or HE WOULD COME TO HER, WHAT A JACKASS!

Heston said to her , with that look , “ Come now and stab me through my heart ! Come and take from me – that LIFE FORCE’s Blood , drink me dry until that moment that your deepest hate brings me back to life. Yes, your blood will surge and join with mine and replenish. YOU know , how very much , you truly HATE to LOVE me.

HATE to LOVE me.

HATE TO LOVE ME.

Come MY DEAREST and HATE ME ! PLEASE BABY, I AM THE ONE WITH AND HERE WITH YOU NOW! ME!

COME ON BABY, COME HERE NOW AND HATE TO LOVE ME!

You know how much , hate we can produce together ! It will be enough !

ANGUS , the Angry : Huffed , sat down and waited for them to BEGIN. He was really going to ENJOY this and might even make him feel HAPPY.

Ellarya steadied herself.

The Celestial 7 sent down SUNBEAMS and droplets within the air itself , little rays of sunlight coming from all the ELECTRONS surrounding her in the elements.

She was within DARKNESS and it was her true inner self that was now coming forth. She needed to keep it hidden. YOU MUST , YOU MUST regain the CHRIST possessions. Remember,he died for all our sins.

The Passion of the Christ is deeply felt and acknowleged. Still the cruelty of what was done to him as HUMAN remains one of the greatest stories and beginning of a Religion with multitude of followers throughout all the lands, worlds and Universe, so it be told. Wars remain fought over for many a way of life and teachings, including these, on going.

The ultimate fight of good and bad , not on a planetary , interplanetary scale but the simple one within ourselves- every being faces.

She looked at Heston and steadied herself . She took the daggers and realized that they were pieces that had been plucked from a thorny Crown . She was being sent to find the original, it had been stolen, misplaced, taken.. however, you want to put THAT was in the wrong hands.

She took the daggers , that were thorns and fashioned a headband , simple and pressed it into her as a necklace , the cut and beads evoked her change and Dark Mistress, Poison AVY , She became the embodiment of the Dark Queen. She had the Mirror , the Symbols of her passage, her sceptre and orbs

She looked at Heston , with true HATE in her heart , the HATE was for having to do this, for HIM, the only emotion she had for him had to remain hidden. She answered his call to go to HATE HIM with LOVE. Truth was , it was LOVE not HATE that went to him and with that, the Gateway / Portal down was opened.

HATE and LOVE and a thorny dagger necklace.

They were at the bottom of the Garden that Michael had taken Ellarya , to be his Queen. The Ozzing around . Elle had walked down the path beside the streams. She could see that her Alistair had been following her and Angus was skipping along delightfully.

They reached the portal to descend as it glowed.

Heston stepped through, delighted and full of all the emotions for the adventure ahead. He turned and fluttered his wings and beats and held out his own delicate wings to bring her forth over this first threshold.

As She fluttered to the portal , a wave from the Xyts , came forth and barred her way. CHAOS laughed again. The Jesters did their dance and the Jai ladder rang out and sprayed down more of its Generate and Degenerate RainDrops.

GIOVANNI had felt the vibration. He decided it was time to come and see this wife, once again. He had left for too long. He thought of their son and their children and how he had just abandoned them. He hadn’t meant too. He always had his other life. He sat and CRIED too.

As the wave, splashed down into place over her, and Heston ‘s and her wings were drenched. The rain and fallout came pelting down , there he stood blocking the way. He parted the waters and came up from them all at the same time.

He was the one and only Renegade Flairyman.

He was needed to get across to the other side.

The descent was temporarily on HOLD.

The Renegade Flairyman needed to be paid.
The Diary of the Ancients

Nov 3rd, 2024

HERE WE LIE

HERE WE DIE

THOUGHTS REMAIN

WORDS INSIDE

Prince Heston Azar went down , then up ,to his bedroom floor. He kept it simple yet luxurious. He had plenty of room and kept it sparse. He had one of Elle’s works on his walls. She had done it for him , so many years ago. It captured a moment in time for him. She was so young, he was surprised she even knew about it.

Taking a bow to any string instrument is special and unique. He loved experimenting that way. Her painting was like that , it resonated the stars , stairs going upwards. The sprays were irregular and reminded him of tears and starlight together with the splanter of blood , on angel wings. The dark and the light together. What fun they had the day , she created this for him.

He had a lovely palm tree , with a small pool for relaxing. It was like an indoor oasis . He went and placed his hand on the trunk and then pushed his hand inside it , as he revealed the secret compartment , and there from that trunk, he pulled out the old deer skin, leather bound Diary that belonged to the Ancient World of Ellarya Prime, of them all. It was their story, all of them, and how they were all combined and together. Those that loved truly, were not ever to be apart. They would always find each other in the next life. Elle was lucky her Starlights had found her ! They were all together again.

Heston sat on the edge of his grand bed. He opened and looked at the blank pages. He put the palm of his strumming hand on it and tapped out the required rhythm. He felt the surge and closed the book.

Heston moved and laid down on this bed. He waved the curtains closed. The starlight within his room was dimmed. He nestled in under the covers. He went into trance to receive and ” read” , what had been transferred.

He was flying to the depths of her spiritual home, the base and source of many with gifts and powers. He was flung into the depths of her mountain from which she came. He saw her there in the heart of her mountain home and there surrounding her , he saw her Songbird’s wings around her. Surrounding them was her “clan” . Her people from which she came. Towering over her were her mother and grandmother: the spirits of Mahaji and Dhanya, never far.

He looked and saw a small glow, it came and floated and grew strong. All the hands came out to greet and collect the glow, the spirit of someone close to Ellarya had passed. She was sad. He had to go back to her. The clan rejoiced at the life that was in both their worlds and the Spirit soared. The mountain home called her forth.She joined the Spirit World within the heart of their mountain.

It was time, for Heston to bring them all home, which he did. He brought her home with him. Their Songbird floated back as well and up and out. Heston awoke.

He came back into his room. He got up and put the diary back, within its safe-haven. He held her secrets. He knew her strengths, her weaknesses and he held them close to his own hearts. So , hard to mentor this determined Primling. She was his student always. He still had much to teach her.

He was surprised to see her Songbird’s wings within her beating hearts.He also saw that simple small black spec and one small dark purple one, that belonged to just him. He was there to teach and secure her knowledge within his dark mentorship , which would always bind them together. Her heart strings were tied and blood bound.

He remembered the trial that placed him there. Yes, the diary revealed much! Next steps was to conjure up her Primal Star Elixir, the healing drink , that prevents her from bleeding out and rejuvenates inner soul vibrations.

Prince Heston Azar smiled. He had found what he wanted. He had found and felt her hearts and source of her strength.

Sadly, during that trance, someone had passed over. Always a privilege to see such an event. He had to find out who it was and what happened.

As, he placed the diary back into its secret place, he turned and saw Ellayra sitting in his small pool. She had curled up and was also in trance. He slipped in beside her and got pulled down into her “bubble world. She had successfully, crossed her worlds over , into this new presence of darkness , with Prince Heston Azar.

They went back to the trials , that brought them together.
Solstice

Jun 21st, 2024

Ellarya Sierra Prime decided the time had come to let them all go, into the past.

She broke those bonds.

She found the way.

Very Simply – all she had to say is ” I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!!

All the ties were broken.

She looked at Steve and said, I will NOT ever play your beautiful music again, UNLESS , you come and make this right. She finally faced the fact: her very best friend , had let her down. He didn’t deserve her love anymore. She remembered being held down. She remembered being hit and beaten and spit and stomped on, demanding that she let go of her love for him. She refused. She never thought there would be a day , she just didn’t love him anymore. IT wasn’t that! Her love for him changed. She walked away. She let him go. LET him be free and happy and let him be bound to Araswati into the Forever. Let them be bound to spend of their days and time together. Let him be her keeper and do it all himself! Let him do all the jobs , Elle did for him, for her , himself. She remembered the daily jibes, the cruelty and how they all watched. She let go of hate. She let love in for herself!

Elle had faith and belief in herself. When the Universe and the degenerate and the fallout, came. She withstood it all and found her way. She understood, she was PRIMAL and SHE WAS PRIME, cherished child with star power and moonbeam essence flowing with in her. Why didn’t he tell her the truth ? Perhaps , he did ! It was many many moons before. She needed to reach deep to remember. Let him go. It was for the best. He didn’t care what she went through to say to him: ” I love you” ! Not , anymore.

Tristan was best , they went their separate ways. She never saw his blows coming. She stopped loving him that day. Best leave him be, he takes drastic steps and falls so low. She would not see him, anything but , the most he could be, it wasn’t love, it was just being a ” friend”! He had not broken her heart. He shattered it. Her hearts were splintered ! She had to find the way to piece and knit them back together. The silver and gold flecks congealed and blocked her leakage. The waves went out and they heard her silent cries in volumes: just keep him safe and “happy”! I can’t help him anymore! Those blows by Tristan were the worst. They beat the black eye. They beat the bruised and nearly broken wing. They beat the hot , so very hot water that was thrown on her , that stung her eyes , her chest , her breast, her arm, her leg. It beat being forced! He trumped them all! She never saw any of it , coming from him!

Giovanni, had all he wanted. He had everything he ever dreamed of and more. Elle looked into his blue eyes and remembered all their lives . She saw him as she always saw him. She remembered, that first time they passed over together and the promises they made. She remembered , the good lives and the bad ones. She recognized the bad ones now outweighed the good. IT was time. She snapped the last fibres of the threads of their bonds into the past, the present . A grain into the future , remained intact, she couldn’t break free fully. The small speck in the blue of his eyes, remained embedded in a corner of hers. That was there, Just in case. They would have to face each other one , last time, to be free of each other and say simultaneously – I just don’t love you anymore.

Does that actually , come about ?

Of Course it does! Ellarya was going to look him square in those blue eyes of his and say , they aren’t green. I just don’t love you anymore!

She left them behind and delved into the year ahead , into the Unknown!

Today, is dedicated to my Mum and Dad , married 66 years ago today. Miss you Mum, everyday.

A Cherished friend , who helped me start this day , of memories both happy and sad , by sending me a ” SMILE” , love and support , in words.

Tag: love

125.Giovanni and his Killer Vibes

117.I HATE YOU !

The Diary of the Ancients

Solstice