She took that dark dagger and held it. She remembered when it was last used. Why was it pulling her ? Ellarya Sierra Nicccodemus , wasn’t sure ! After her last interplanetary trips , Giovanni had made it clear , she was to keep his name , for their lost son ! Would she do that for him ? She agreed , unless , she got married again ! He warned her , that she was his, in the Dark of Life’s Light, his ” wife”.. She had nodded and smiled ( For now , she thought she had finally found her way, out and away from him, finally. She did love him. Their time had come to an end this time round. Or Had it?Someone , somewhere was definitely having a ” laugh” with them all. IT was all the Jokers. )
There were higher peers and powers within the Darkness ! She knew but didn’t know this ! Giovanni did his best to keep this knowledge from her ! He did not wish to be displaced or overpowered , into having to submit and release her to another !
He did worry ! He knew about a past mentor , she had had , who was far superior in all his skills and could literally steal her hearts away from him! It was one of tbe reasons , he had kept Tristan around and close to her ! If she had to have someone else around her , of course she did ! It was going to be by his choosing ! Not hers ! Ellarya had not quite realised this , to start ! When she did , she was already involved with Tristan .
Ellarya , looked at the dark dagger , that had called and pulled her to expose it and bring it out ! She wondered when next she would wheel it ! Drive it deep into the series of hearts that had broken, shattered and finally obliterated hers .
She felt those dark feelings grow and grow, great love does that!
She twisted that dagger with a stabbing motion into the empty space in front of her ! She remembered the joy , she felt when she had last had to use them ! It was JOY of being not being OBLITERATED herself. She was a WARRIOR AT HEARTs ! She did not do well with DEFEAT! She knew it was apart of learning , growing, developing her skills. She also knew that to gain her bands and positions, defeat was part of the course. Her Dark bands were exhilarating. NO wonder her and Giovanni got on so well. She remembered the extreme CRUELTY , to which she was subjected, DEATH , one time at least. She heard within her 7th eye and joined minds : with all the harsh words , lyrics, and vibrations that had been thrown at her.
The Lies , the disappointments, the cruel reality of what they had done to her! She was going to find her way to be acknowledged. If not for herself , for her children.
She could not believe what she had heard , lashed out at her , from her most beloved Songbird ! Her SONGBIRD. HERS. SHE WAS UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY DEVASTATED!
Several rings of bands began to burn, fire up and BLAZE. White LIGHT bands GLOWED. Dark LIGHT bands BLAZED.
“Go find another “, he said.
She had! She had indeed!
She knew , in her hearts , what was to come!
She steeled and prepared herself !
“GO away!”, He had shouted at her !
She had already LEFT! She had said! He asked for a chance! She gave him all he asked , knowing , he had his own fatal flaws. She could see and feel them, before they happened. The same moves , intuition and 7th Sensations that helped to save and secure her LIFE , her blood, her bindings, her Primeship, all her GIFTS.
She relished in the Light of her Darkness .She refined it! She focused it !
She thought of the two beings , she truly , in hearts , now ” HATED”!
YES, she hated them: for their dishonesty and betrayal. Only a friend , a confidant can do that to you.
The Pain of it , has HATE grew opened and developed her BANDS within the Darkness of Black Magick Light.
The Darkness had gathered and changed her hearts , the gold and silver darkened and now bronzed hearts with iron clad valves and darkened heartstrings, black blood , that deep dark purple hue, flowed through her and the hematite crystals and cells began to develop and reach all the corners of her wings and appendages . It seeped through her and hit her brain and hearts and organs and she grew into her Darkness, and she looked within and saw him: there he was waiting for her smiling: HESTON!
Her hearts rings sang out in despair !The beautiful music that she played and heard ! THE SONGS , they arrived in waves , fully formed ! She mused about the depths , it took to open up these avenues ! She was dazed as this happened; she was not confused or stunned by any of this. She in fact had taken on an Eccesential Flight without even moving her Wings.
Her Dark Bands opened and sang out in”the Blues “! She had her awakening with such tragedy and hearts fallen and obliteration !
Ellarya sent out those vibrations and let her Songbirds feel her pain. Only one would ever be able to connect and hear Songs, feel them, as she heard his , just one Songbird , her blood oath bound Songbird ! Just the remnants of the love , they shared remained. She was devastated. It helped. It heightened the depths of her feelings do. She ran through them all , love, hate. despair, betrayal , yet again! She would have to ride this one out too!
“Get someone else to take care of you”!
She was going to! He had given her permission and consent to Leave HIM. She did! Remnants of their blood bound bindings would go into extinct mode.
“GO AWAY”, she could barely move. Her chest hurt. Her wings, her arms , her head were heavy. The black blood flowed and snuffed out the light particles within her, they transformed her! She sunk down. She sunk down , lower than when Giovanni, had tried to bury her alive. Her breathing was slow and deep and she lulled into sleep. She wanted to just fade away!
She didn’t have to wait long.
Her Dark Lord , swooped down. Heston surrounded her with his intensity and wrapped her up and around her and said, the Inkwell is ready.
It is time.
Ellarya looked deeply ,into Heston’s eyes. She sunk into him, instead.
She inhaled him into her ! As she did , she asked , “Do I have to “?, came out as muffled words! She continued to indulge him! He was pleased ! She had much to learn! She was learning well! He was very , very pleased with her efforts!
He looked at her, he pulled her to him with such movement and brought her to him ! As close as he could manage, with full and complete possession of her, he replied with such intensity, “YOU MUST”!
She cried , out , as she sunk into a pool, of their combined ” dark blood shed tears.
He pulled out the dark dagger and split it , in two. She gasped , with this new found knowledge. All the delightful secrets that were being revealed.
Sharing with such depths of his movements, she gasped , with the intricacies of his knowledge. She was euphoric with the reveal, within her ! He did so , in slow and steady increments.
The inkwell glowed , it grew and it opened wider. She was to dive in and be engulfed by the black blood ink that it held.
The Dark Lord was showing her how to access and use the specialized Ink.
He was guiding her , while prying her, with sensations , information and subterfuge.
The Inkwell had belonged to one of the Paternal Ancients. It had helped pen many a Secret, including some of the entries in her Diary of the same Order.
” Let me see it ” , she whispered to him ,as his lips parted from hers.
“It belongs to me after all”, she caressed him and pleaded with him.
“Please “, ” show me , she let escape from her! She begged, pleaded. He already had her down and on her humanoid ” knees” , so to speak. He was loving her pleading, the slight distress urgency and need for him. He was WRONG!
With a penetrating stare, her Dark Lord, hesitated.
” I will “,” WHEN , YOU ARE READY , for it”! “He pulled her closer to him , as if she was going to leave him.
Ellarya had come to him within the Dark and her hearts and changed and bound her to him completely. He had relaxed the bonds she had with Giovanni, over the last few months ! Finally, they simply fell away from her. Giovanni , cried out as he realised he was loosing his “hold” over her; it was actually ,happening! He thought it was all wrong, and he had been mistaken. He was WRONG!
The way things were , it was only Heston , who heard his cries , his curses , his manoverings , to try to keep the Prime with him ! Heston countered his efforts and spells and the incantations by delving deeper into Ellarya ‘s mind , body and soul! He was surprised , how supple and malleable she was , or so , it seemed.
He watched as she delved and changed for him! He plundered her like a pirate , surpassing Stefano’s interludes with her!
The Darkly and handsome ,rapturous,victorious Heston laughed and relished in this knowledge, He flattened Giovanni’s voice ! He let Gio see that he was the Source of Guilio within Alagrom , all along ! He had never let Giovanni have her or possess her, on his own ! He had under-shadowed and accompanied them at their most precious times ! Yes , he was a “MASTER “!
AND NOW , that she had come to him and said “YES” to him , of her own free will , he had no intention of letting anyone else get close to her again !
He was. Him and only him.
Heston let it ring out that Ellarya Prime ‘s Primal Instincts had actually devoured her light and changed her hearts , so, she would turn to him first, before anyone else.
What do you mean , ” you don’t love us ” ! They all whelped at once !
“She doesn’t love us anymore”, they cried out ! It was almost laughable , except that it was “true”!
Was it ?
Was it really ?
She thinks she doesn’t, love us ! They all thought ! They had let her down! They had betrayed her trust ! They had used her goodwill and hearts against her! They all thought that she would love their little cohort of their choosing combined , over anyone else!
They were wrong and their thoughts and aspirations that they had put into she changed with the change of her light and aura ! All of it went down like a lead balloon, a lead zeppelin.
Just look at her ! The 3 of them cried out : Tristan , Giovanni and Stefano!
It was a complete surprise to Heston , who cried loudest of all! He really didn’t think, he had ever cared that much for her, ever!
Just look at who she is with, the Dark Lord, that Dark Lord, the one that counts , the one that takes and binds your soul into Eternity: Lord Prince Heston Azar !
Him, she is with him, Prince Heston, has her completely enraptured and captured !
He is her teacher, her mentor, her guide in all things. She is completely under his spells and how she loves him. She never loved any of ” us ” like that. Nay, they weren’t jealous , one bit ! They were just pissed , she had found someone and left them all behind her !
They were muttering about her “choices” ! She had momentarily lapsed and old connections caught a glimpse of her new self.
Truth is , she didn’t want to reveal all the letters. She was compelled .
Heston was insistent on this! He battered and rammed his will into her , with such enthusiasm. she had to submit to his desires. All his desires and whims !He wasn’t unkind. He wasn’t harsh. In fact, he was the gentlest ,kindest, most loving soul, despite his title. He was a beautiful being. He was a Master of all his crafts. He shared them with elegance and grace. He didn’t suffer fools , easily but had learned to help and be with others , in a calming , sincere manner. His demeanour was one of strength and passion and he had more love and white light in him than all the others put together.
He was more talented and had a greater calling than all of them, and once more, he had completely fallen for Ellarya, as she had him, in that simple old fashion way! They were more than friends, teacher and student and mentor. They were better than ” best friends” ! They were partners, in every sense of the word.
She gave in and with her darkness , took up her mother’s pen , dipped it into the black blood ink and began to write. By joining the darkness with Heston, her light and his was raised up and out and glowed deep and bright. Only those with training and sight would recognize” what they both were”: Beings of light and passion and creatures and servants to their now joint darkness. Their powers and gifts had combined, Ellarya , remained Primal and Prime, always, this was NOT transferable, her gifts most of them remained with her
He surrounded her and wrapped his wings around her. He held her and rocked her and soothed her as she wrote. She wrote and bleed out as she did!
“NO, they didn’t! They didn’t do that to you! And you didn’t “HATE” them “?
Heston , swarmed and cursed and roared. He became half drake and grew. She looked at him and recognized him for who he was, all this time. It was “him”!
She dropped her pen. She went to him and said, if , only , I realized it was YOU.
“Are you ready for me” ? Heston, asked her. He looked at her with love and longing of Centuries. He was not quite sure , how , it had worked out she was with him. She was!
Darkness rose within him for her ,and her for him! Ellarya , she went to him willingly and stayed there , with Heston! Re- united , they surpassed anything she has experienced before !
Fire and ice met in Darkness, with great vibrations, explorations and eruptions !
Deeper tones were felt, reached and enjoyed by them, both and felt throughout their worlds !
How had she finally succumbed ! Heston was so pleased with himself !He let that dark element with him and her , flow between them. Stunningly Beautiful, she had always been to him!
Ellarya pulled out the letters, from the desk drawer, all of them! Sat down and transposed what had been written!
Prince Heston was elated , let everyone read what they did to her !
He was with her now! He had great plans for them both!
He sat back on his bed and watched her as she worked.
Sitting at his small desk , pen and inkwell at hand.
As, she wrote, she glowed , that dark glow that reflected her change and being now joint with him. IT was not a regular bond they had. Their bond was not of blood, light , air or fire, their bond was of all the elements and blood! Virtually, impossible to break!
He saw her fire re-kindle and blaze from within , he saw his Phoenix Butterflairy Prime, arise from the Ashes , her Songbirds had placed around her.
The truth was only one Songbird , ever counted.
He would always count.
He was the ONLY one, who did!
She was , however, lost into the Darkness and had emerged with her Dark Lord Prince, as Sunshine’s Shadow.
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