She sat in that big bed of Heston’s and she thought , she twirled her Songbird’s feather and it was silent !

She reached out and saw and felt the Gold Pebbles , the seeds that had been dropped by him and planted : the Gold pebble seeds- that held their enchantments and gifts!

The beginning seeds of a world within worlds !

She got up and went over to the fire place , he had set it !

The Songbird ‘s lament was quiet , he had passed over and gone from her !

She didn’t cry for him anymore !

She was angry with him!

For his stupid behaviours and trying to steal her gold pebbles and the way he had treated her the last time, the time before that and on and one before , before until she went back and realised that he had just been taking advantage of ber : kind hearts.

Try as she might over and over to be down right as hateful and hurtful as him …. she just couldn’t do it !

She was always her kind and loving and loving and healing self !

She kneeled down in front of the fire place and found the secret space in the floor boards , she pushed and there it was her mother’s small crockpot , the Grounding Flat Stone the SALT , the herbs and she had her blood !

She started the fire and placed the now Spellbound Ouncher Crockpot to the embers base , on a small little trivet stand !

The salt circle was poured so she was surrounded and protected!

She them took the salt the herbs the layers of garlic and onion skin her mother had left her and the herbs – lavender and rosemary and thyme with the hint of her mother’s and grandmother ‘s and the Ancients cardamom and cinnamon blend and let it burn and scent the room !

She took a drop of her blood and her Songbird ‘s feather whiff was silent …

No sound in space , no vibrations , no hint of the love they once had shared , bis cruelty had made them silent !

The feather tip pierced her lip and blood suctioned up into its core !

She threw it into the Spellpot and felt it burn and burn and burn , blood oath dissipated !

No sound .

No vibration!

No Song .

They were no more !

She had fainted and her wings and tail and spread out !

She felt his blows all of them that had sung out and hurt her and HATE filled her … Heston and come in with that vibe and smiled -her darkness , binding her to him!

He let the silence build as he watched her HATE , build as the memories of how badly her Songbird had treated her pulsed within her veins !

Her wings spread out and became dark and bleed and glowed , the hematite with diamond and gold and silver sparkles throughout her wings with her deepened dark blood and her Poison Avy self with her green earthy and flowery poisonous elements erupting in scent around her !

Heston moved to his bed and let her be.

Her Dark Lord let her be , he just loved her.

He sat in silence as her blood oath to her Songbird disintegrated and HATE for how he had treated her took over !

She glowed and HATE heard her and broke into her hearts and surrounded her in a dark purple and green haze !