Let’ S ‘Ex” It UP 🩷❤️💙💚

OR NOT 💔💔💔

As she flew up and up she turned into her PHOENIX form and from and out of the sky she saw as the clouds turned laughed ! It was the Joker , the Jesters’ laugh and CHAOS , had appeared ! Chaos looked at her and as she flew through the sky , and bounding up and over and out … trying to return to her “home” in Rosedrop world , thoughts of them , played through her mind .

Tristan , Stefano, ber Songbird , in flight, in the motions of coming and rescuing her , she flew!

Her tears dropped as raindrops below ! It was a flood of tears and came down as hail and hard hail has heat , little bursts of flames , that were then extinguished by her tears , the PHOENIX Ellarya affect :

Hail , Fire , Tears , amongst the Stormy Weather .

Her mind and movements sent out vibrations to her Dark Lords , trying to reach Heston! He would surround her like a security blanket !

He calmed her and eased with her and filled her with such emotions !

He had such a way to play and build and have all her raw emotions surface !

She flew and was hovering over Heston’s Garden , it was dark and somewhat forbidden !

She wasn’t supposed to go without him!

She adjusted from Phoenix to Butteflairy form and the laughter became a “Roar” !

They danced and sang out and that singlular invisible thread that Giovanni had sustained grabbed her , it locked to her and pulled her down to dTHRC!

She came down and there they were !

He pulled her back to him and said , as he had many times before , “YOU ARE MINE , in the Dark and Darkness filled the air , their throats , their lungs . Darkness beat within them both that subtle chain that they had between them !

He shrank her and placed her in a Crystal Ball Jail ! It was miniature , an exact replica of her “home”!

He wanted her to feel at home !

He teased her as he licked the Crystal Ball and blew her a kiss ! The taste was salty and bitter : tears of imprisonment, had a taste , a scent , a flavour .

It wasn’t a replica as Elle discovered , he had used his dark magic and skills to shrink her home and contain her within her world in this Crystal Ball!

She was hidden from site!

She was his to control and do bis beckoning and submit to his whims, fancy and deepest desire whether it be loving or cruel or “ in the name of marriage and love ”!

He took the Crystal Ball and walked over to The Kurghan !

She smiled and laughed as he placed the Crystal Ball on her mantle ! Is so resembled the one of yesterday that had “captured” her in her past live (s).

Stefano had had his own version, Ellarya hated it! She hated that someone had done that to him , the moment she saw it ! It was many many years ago , their journey had evolved . They had separated , departed from each other ,

lost to one another yet they came back to one another time after time.It seemed that INFINITY , itself had been laughing her , through him!

Giovanni , in the now and present brought her to full and active size and said , “you know your place here”This he “quoted “ from The Kurghan , herself. Actually , it was almost a quote , the exact words were “ remember your place here”! Words that stung ! This was her friend that she had been helping out of kindness , care and love not just for her but for Stefano, and each one of them as they asked her to do their bidding on for her , on her behalf ! This was not love , from them but this was work !

Work could then be , tallied and “invoiced “!

“GET TO WORK “!

Ellarya was back at the beginning: stuck in a marriage of slave like conditions and eternal subservience!

The Kurghan held a whip – her tongue and it lashed out and slashed and made her bleed !

She was worked to the ground , loosing home and sense and direction!

Her children , she was allowed to check on them and make sure they had all they needed !

Rushing to work , rushing home

to check , cook, clean !

Pay bills: “rob Peter to pay Paul”, balancing act with non – existent money .

The never ending battle of assigning children chores and getting them to learn to do them in a timely and efficient manner!

Yeah, managing to catch some sleep and commuting home to work and home to THRC!

Looking back , she just didn’t want to let them down ! She didn’t !

THEY ALL LET HER DOWN!

Her children and her best friend in Yra sustained her , the cute little draklings!

The 7s both sets , that had cast down and let this happen to her again!

The “shock “ of it all and the constant barage and chaos , had “suspended”her powers ! She had not time to think , just to work to keep it all going to gather her strength and it let anyone fall!

That she did ! Until , the Kurghan let be , and reminded her of their transfer of power and who was PRIME !

Ellarya was tied and bound by those invisible chains and threads that some say and call “ marriage “and “friendship” !

Sometimes marriages and friendships among the good ones are bad and evil!

Ellarya let the children have joy and happiness and all she could give them from the “ nothingness “ , she had and the hand outs , charity she had managed to gather for them and herself !

She found the charity shops and food bank helped ! Helped out by some kind teachers , who , came to her assistance ! They helped and delivered it for her !

She cleaned and cooked and kept her head down !

CHAOS continued to laugh !

Tristan was on his Rock n Roll way !

Stefano had “DUMPED “ , the Kurghan on Ellarya and her family !

The Kurghan , with her failing arms and slug – like appendages and heavy thick and matted , coated wings was a complete and utter burden to everyone in her life , everything and everyone she came in contact ,through space and time !

Ellarya thought and thought as she worked , memories came to her and it began to flow again!

Kurgha had been a beautiful and talented soul , at one stage .IT had smiles and good skills and conjuring up the allure of friendship , as most good qualities and skills , had long since past! Lost to bitterness , tragedy and revenge !

Ellarya had thought that what had happened to her had made her this way ! Revenge was directed at Ellarya because she was there ! It was completely sad and heartbreaking! Ellarya’s hearts were broken and struck at daily , several times a day from all directions ! The harder she worked to please , the more she gave , the more demands were made! They took and took and took all of them !

Giovanni would come at regular intervals , and take her over to dTHRC and begot from ber , repeat of their “honeymoon “ over and over again!

Once again , Ellarya was caught in his web and he held her ! This was for stabbing him !Made him laugh her attempts over the centuries, time and space to leave him !She was at his complete mercy !

HER world went Darker ! DARKNESS rose , it too has a sound , a beat , a sense and sensations !

Deep and dark tbe vibrations went out and “ HE” heard her !

Heston was the Supreme Dark Lord , he outranked , out powered and overruled Giovanni , including his “thread”! HE was Genius , Heston had more talent in one cell , compared to all of Giovanni’s put together!

Gio was a pretender , a very good one! He was a feeder and user and usurper of talent ! His was always minuscule in comparison! He was NOT the tallest “ poppy “ , in the pack. He had terrible anguish from “ short man syndrome “! He loved his power and fed off of it to control his empire. His Empire was huge! He would have none of it for the good woman ( women) , who helped him , Ellarya included!

Heston summoned Giovanni and he was to bring Ellarya with him !

Heston played and brought them to him !

He played and played and played !

Ellarya went to him and danced with “joy”! He had thought he had freed her !

He dismissed Giovanni and let Elle return to his bed to “rest”!

There was a feather under her pillow !

Her Songbird’s , and she cried once more, for all tbe broken promises !

Marriage for her was nothing more than slavery and not been the life of partnership and love that she had hoped !

Such was her flight of Escape !

Stefano , she had stopped believing in him long ago!

Steve cried out almost in song , like a voice , and chorus: do not stop believing in me ! He cried and carried on and carried on !

Don’t stop believing in me

SHE DID ! It finally happened :

Muffin finally gave up on Steve 🖤💔🖤. She could finally , bring a class “ action’ , against him! Served him right, for behaving like a “TOAD “!

Beautiful, but a TOAD , nevertheless 😂😂😂. There was going to be a trial by brimstone, with intense fire , with his own words and worlds , in that process’. Those worlds once separate would come together , revealing those truthful frontiers , that he had used Ellarya to try to squelch : to Journey’s end , belief, trust and all that “ love”, had finally stopped ! The threads had finally disintegrated .

In that moment , that small Crystal Ball, Heston held it up to her and smashed it ! SHATTERING , all those connections that had captured her. Her home had been restored prior! HESTON Azar , possessed the stronger more powerful dark magick , undid that spell. He did it with pure love , not HATE , and that is what broke all the precious connections . The Dark Supreme Lord acted with “Love “! 🖤❤️🖤.

He said , it’s those memories you have to let go of and create your own new beginning !

You have all those feelings and emotions within you !

STEVE is a welcher, liar and cheat!

GIOVANNI is mean and cruel ! He hurts the female entities around him ! His marriage in that real world, funny , all a “joke “ ! He lead with his fists there too! I know how the Kurghan had told you he would hurt your daughters and your sons , that weren’t his ! I know the cruelty with which they all treated you !

I know , how , badly they all treated you !

I know and now , so, does everyone else !

Tristan is a monster with lots of heart and a sense of being eternal ! He does have a good fella with him ! He is lucky one ! Lucky he had you grace his life , not the other way around !

He will continue , in his role as guardian ! He will be good to you ! His hearts have come to the right place of being , along with his Monster of Rock , guardianship abilities , powers and gifts . He is deep down a very , very good soul and he loved you truly !

Your Songbird is always a joy to behold and hear , that’s his feather there !

Me and what , I am to you , he looked at her and smiled , well that’s our next chapter !

She looked at him and held her Songbird’s 🪶 feather 🪶.

She managed a small smile .

Heston picked up his instrument and played a stirring tune , he used this stringed thing that’ was referred to as a “Mandolin”.

He played for her , and her alone , with love !

The Universe had re- aligned !

For those – who need to find a way out ! Find that local service and help that will assist you ! Take that step , and take flight and don’t let yourself be pulled back ! 🦋🌸🦋

🦋🩸🦋 Dedicated to Leslie and Shari , for all the love and friendship that endures to this day 🌹💋. Memories of that time , YOU BOTH WERE THERE 🩷💜🩷.

Criminal Minds

The Last Word :S2,E9

Mahatma Gandhi once said , “All through history there have been tyrants and murders and for a time they seem invisible. But in the end, they always fall. ALWAYS .”